Ulangtahun

Hidup satu perjalanan
Mati satu kemestian
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~tunggu teduh dulu~
dec 2008

peneman

saat aku lanjut usia
saat ragaku terasa tua
tetaplah kau selalu di sini
menemani aku bernyanyi
saat rambutku mulai rontok
yakinlah kutetap setia
memijit pundakmu
hingga kau tertidur pulas
genggam tanganku saat tubuhku terasa linu
kupeluk erat tubuhmu saat dingin menyerangmu
kita lawan bersama
dingin dan panas dunia
saat kaki tlah lemah
kita saling menopang
hingga nanti di suatu pagi
salah satu dari kita mati
sampai jumpa di kehidupan yang lain
saat perutku mulai buncit
yakinlah kutetap terseksi
tetaplah kau selalu menanti
demi aku di malam hari

"dua yang pertama"

In every heart there is a room
A sanctuary safe and strong
To heal the wounds from lovers past
Until a new one comes along

I spoke to you in cautious tones
You answered me with no pretense
And still I feel I said too much
My silence is my self defense

And every time I've held a rose
It seems I only felt the thorns
And so it goes, and so it goes
And so will you soon I suppose

But if my silence made you leave
Then that would be my worst mistake
So I will share this room with you
And you can have this heart to break

And this is why my eyes are closed
It's just as well for all I've seen
And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows

So I would choose to be with you
That's if the choice were mine to make
But you can make decisions too
And you can have this heart to break

And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows

-14 Jamadilakhir & 10 Zulhijjah 1429-

Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I will cross

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get
what I deserve
No better and no worse

Anugerah

"Andai kucapai si pelangi
Akan kuserah kepadamu
Agar dapat kau mewarnai
Seluruh hidup nanti"

"Maryamah Karpov"

...memiliki ini, menjadi
harapan hujung tahun
nanti aku ceritakan mimpi ku...

"makasih buat teman sis dr yogja"

...if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me
and just forget the world...


-cipta mimpi disana-