peneman

saat aku lanjut usia
saat ragaku terasa tua
tetaplah kau selalu di sini
menemani aku bernyanyi
saat rambutku mulai rontok
yakinlah kutetap setia
memijit pundakmu
hingga kau tertidur pulas
genggam tanganku saat tubuhku terasa linu
kupeluk erat tubuhmu saat dingin menyerangmu
kita lawan bersama
dingin dan panas dunia
saat kaki tlah lemah
kita saling menopang
hingga nanti di suatu pagi
salah satu dari kita mati
sampai jumpa di kehidupan yang lain
saat perutku mulai buncit
yakinlah kutetap terseksi
tetaplah kau selalu menanti
demi aku di malam hari

"dua yang pertama"

In every heart there is a room
A sanctuary safe and strong
To heal the wounds from lovers past
Until a new one comes along

I spoke to you in cautious tones
You answered me with no pretense
And still I feel I said too much
My silence is my self defense

And every time I've held a rose
It seems I only felt the thorns
And so it goes, and so it goes
And so will you soon I suppose

But if my silence made you leave
Then that would be my worst mistake
So I will share this room with you
And you can have this heart to break

And this is why my eyes are closed
It's just as well for all I've seen
And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows

So I would choose to be with you
That's if the choice were mine to make
But you can make decisions too
And you can have this heart to break

And so it goes, and so it goes
And you're the only one who knows

-14 Jamadilakhir & 10 Zulhijjah 1429-

Just because I'm losing
Doesn't mean I'm lost
Doesn't mean I'll stop
Doesn't mean I will cross

Just because I'm hurting
Doesn't mean I'm hurt
Doesn't mean I didn't get
what I deserve
No better and no worse

Anugerah

"Andai kucapai si pelangi
Akan kuserah kepadamu
Agar dapat kau mewarnai
Seluruh hidup nanti"

"Maryamah Karpov"

...memiliki ini, menjadi
harapan hujung tahun
nanti aku ceritakan mimpi ku...

"makasih buat teman sis dr yogja"

...if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me
and just forget the world...


-cipta mimpi disana-

So, we're alone again
i wish it were over
we seem to never end
only get closer to the point
where i can take no more
the clouds in your eyes
down your face they pour
won't you be
the new one burn to shine
i take the blue ones every time
walk me down your broken line
all you have to do is cry
hush my baby now
your talking is just noise
and won't lay me down
amongst your toys in a room
where i can take no more
photographs and brightly colored paper
are your mask you wear in this caper
that is our life
we walk right into the strife
and a tear from your eye
brings me home
won't you be the new one burn to shine
i take the blue ones every time
walk me down your broken line
all you have to do is cry

-pantai cenang-
disember 2008-

mari bermimpi!

permulaan mimpi..aku harap yg indah² ja!
jom kawan, kita bermimpi...